Words hurt , everyone know about this . But sometimes , even laughter hurts too. Even by just laughter , it's strong enough to lead someone to their death . Yes this may be too shocking to some , but it's true . Especially when someone have extremely low self esteem . Everybody hurts , but not everyone heals . Things that you did to someone that it's "just a joke" or "just for fun" or "cause we are friends" to you , could actually be a reason they tried to kill themselves . Or worst , they really killed themselves . And when that happens , don't start crying and regret for all you did to them , because nothing is gonna bring them back again . 

Maybe someone is always smiling , but look carefully , they might be secretly dying every single day , and scars might be buried deep inside her / his wrist. 

And maybe one day , when they can't take it anymore , all you'll left with , is memories of them / memories with them , and regrets , regrets of "I shouldn't have done that time ." But it will all be too late ...

About my dog , turbo | Different types of a Corgi , are they a good pet ?

So , this is totally random ( as usual duh , since when have you seen me not doing random stuff ? ) 

Okay so I just feel like making a post about my dog , turbo .

He's a corgi , and his name actually did not came from the movie TURBO . 

( credits to google XD ) 

The reason that me and my family decided to call him turbo is because when he first came to our home , he just ran around the house really fast , and my brother think that it would be good to call him turbo . 

If you're wondering , there's actually 2 types of corgi , 

1) cardigan welsh corgi 

2) pembroke welsh corgi 

One thing to know which breed is the corgi , is cardigan welsh corgi actually have long tail , the pembroke is slightly smaller than cardigan , who also tends to have a slightly heavier set , and the ear of cardigan welsh corgi are larger and more rounded at the tips la ! ( OMG I sound like a pro here but I'm not okay thank you google ) 

Are they good to keep as pet ? 

Well yes . Actually both types are . Pembroke welsh corgis are tends to be outgoing yet good natured , and the cardigan welsh corgis should be loyal , affectionate and quick to adapt . 

But if you have like young children at home , maybe a corgi isn't suitable . Because they were actually bred to be herding dog , and when small children run around the house , the instinct will kick in la and they will try to herd the children and they would even sometimes kind of , not really bite , but nip on their heels . So it would be better to be a pet for families that have older children like teenagers . 

For turbo , I'm not sure which type is he but I think he's a pembroke . He's really outgoing , and he bite. ( that sucks ). I'm saying that it sucks is not because he bite , is that he would bite us too . Like he used to keep barking at me and wanting to bite me , but after awhile we became friendly to each other , and there's another time where his leash came off I don't even know how , and he dash across the road . I run after him and luckily none of us got hit by the car and when we are on the other side of the road which is already safe , I tried to carry him up , and end up he bite me , I got piss off so I called my mum and ask her to help since she is able to control him . ( it's my first time bringing him down and this happen FML ) . I swear turbo is actually having a good life ok . Like he's the King of house . Always my mum have to keep asking him to eat and feed him , with a spoon that is like used to feed babies . Whenever my friends come to stay over , he would want to nip on them so I kind of stop bringing friends over . 

But regardless of all these , it's actually a really fun and interesting to have a corgi at home ! And since we are living in the HDB , my brother and parents have to fill out a form to kind of allow turbo to stay in the house or something I don't know . 

And yeah la , I hope this help you have a understanding about corgi , and thanks for reading :3 

Birthday horror

                      Chapter 2 

"What is this ? How is it possible for me to kill my own parents ?! My own sister ?! Don't be stupid ! " I yell at the police sitting in front of me . "Emma chance , calm the fuck down and sit down ." Wait , did he just said the word 'fuck' ? I look at him in curious and sit down slowly . "You must be wondering , did I just said the word 'fuck' , well yes I did . I'm not gonna give a shit about the so call 'nice police image' because clearly , I'm not . And I'm not gonna fake a image out . Now would you tell me , what happened ?" I tell him everything and ask "why am I even here as the main suspect ? This is ridiculous !" He look down to the pile of files in front of him and look at me . "Well , we found your conversation with your mum in your phone and we saw that you mentioned that you will kill them if you could . Is that true Emma chance ?" He stared at me with anger . "Yeah I did said that but so what ? I was mad at that moment and just because I said it doesn't mean I would do it !" He lean back on his chair and give a sacastic smile "well , maybe you could . You have the IQ of 200 , which mean you're a genius and by that , you can totally murder them and then pretend to be the 'victim' ." "What do you mean ? Just because I'm a genius doesn't mean I'm a heartless monster ." "Well ..." I suddenly realize his action is getting weird and I smile . "You do not have any evidence do you ?" He looked up in my eyes with a shock look . "So I was right. You do not have a valid reason and by the conversation you said , wasn't being taken as evidence to be taken against me in the court ."  He closed his file , stand up and said "Emma chance , you may go now. But if we found any single evidence that prove you are the murderer , you're coming back again ." I took my stuff , stand up and said "well , I hope you will . Because clearly , I'm not the murderer ." I walked out of the room , closing the door as hard as I could . As soon as I got out of the station , a strong flash shoot straight in my eyes . "Emma chance did you really killed your family ?" God damn it , why is the reporter even here ? What kind of news are spreading out there when I'm in the station ?! . I looked down covering my face and walk straight to the cab waiting for me . "It seems that you are really famous now Emma" "Uncle rose , stop it." He laugh as he begin to drive . I wasn't able to go back to my home now , so I moved in with my uncle . I switch on the television and saw "Chance family murdered , is Emma chance the murderer ?" And I saw the reporter saying stuffs as if they know what's going on . Well this is just great , first my family got murdered and now the whole world thinks that I'm the murderer . Can this get any worst ?! I lay down on the bed , and cried till I fall asleep . 

-to be continue- 

Birthday horror

                      Chapter 1 

Coming home from school only to see your entire family murdered ,  lying in a pool of blood isn't what a normal teenager typical life should be , it should've all be just a movie . But this had happened to me , today . 

Today should be the best day of my life , cakes , presents , my dad who have been to all over the world for work is finally home for my 18 birthday celebration . Little would I know that the best day of my life would turn out to be the worst ....

"Happy birthday Emma!" Everyone said to me the moment they saw me , I smiled to them and give a polite "thank you" . I'm the girl that every boy wish to have , and the girl every girls wish to be . My hair is naturally brown , long and wavy , my eyes are large and green as if I always had green contact on , and having a body figure which they said that it was "the most perfect body figure" . With just one look in the eyes , I can make any male living on this earth , fall in love with me . And with a IQ of 200 , a truely perfect sense in fashion , all the girls in school became my friends in just a week since I had transferred in . 

My life had always been perfect , so perfect that it seems like my life is actually a drama , and I would always know how to stay calm and react correctly to the situation no matter how bad it is .  But the moment I saw my family lying on the floor dead , I didn't know how to react at all . I just stare at them , as if they would bust out laughing the moment I cried . But no , they are dead , and this clearly isn't a prank . 

I stared at them in shock , my tears start flowing down my cheek no matter how hard I tried to control it , "m...mum ? Vi .. Violet .. ? D..dad?" I said as I drop my bag on the floor and run up to them shaking them heavily as my tears start building up more and more in my eyes . "Wake up ! Wake up ! This isn't funny at all ! Wake up !" I know that it's not gonna work , but I just did it . This is too sudden, why must it be today ? Just why ? I sit in the middle of their dead body crying until the police came and forcefully pulled me away from them , giving me hot chocolate to calm me down . 

"I'm sorry for your loss" a really good looking police men said to me . "It's alright .." I look down to the hot chocolate , trying hard not to cry again . 

"By the way , I'm Andy" . "I'm Emma" . We self introduce to each other and have a short chat . When I felt better a little , he started to ask me question about the crime . "So .. Do your parents or sister have any enemy ?" "No . My parents and sister had always been friendly. And they never had any enemy." As we were talking , Andy got called over by his boss . He looked at a bag of stuffs and turn to look at me with a strange look . He walked over to me , and said a word that I thought I would never be hearing in my entire life .. "Emma chance , you're under arrest for the case of murder . You have the right to remain silent , but whatever you said from this moment onwards would be used against you in the court ." And before I could said anything or react , I'm already being put in the police car as "main suspect" .... 

Pardon me if I have any grammar error , as this is the first time I write a story ! 

-read chapter 2 at http://catherinecxq.blogspot.sg/2014/02/birthday-horror_5.html?m=1 -