To ( KPOP ) Idols, From your international fan
If only we're not separated by the ocean
if only you could be right beside me listening to my heartbeat
listen to the rhythm of my heart
letting you know how much i love you
i'm in love with a group of strangers
who is love by thousand of people
who i know almost everything about
but they would never know who am i
I would never be there
watching their every concert
every comebacks
I don't speak your language
But the love of music make us close
Music make me know who they are
Waiting for your variety show to be subbed in the language that i know
is a torture yet an excitment
I would never be that lucky fan
I would never be there for your fan meet
or any of your fansign
Getting a photo from you seem like a impossible mission
let along an autograph
fan fiction dirty my mind
scenarios make me cry
sasaengs make me want to be there
protecting you from every danger
I know there's a day where you be love by that special girl
and you would never be mine
I promise when that days come
I would not say how much i love you
I know there's a day where i would be love by that special guy
I would keep my love for you a secret
forever in my heart
I'm not the fan that you would see in every event
I'm the fan that would wish for your health
for you to be happy
seeing you smile make my day
seeing you cry breaks my heart
My love for you is a happiness
yet... an overdose.
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( SEE WHAT I DID THERE )
如果我们没被海平线分割开
如果你能在我身边听我心跳
听我心里那说爱你的节奏
我爱上了一群陌生人
他们同时被上千人所爱着
他们的一切我都知道
可是他们却不知道我是谁
我没办法出席每个演唱会
或每个回归
我们的语言不通
但是对音乐的爱让我们感觉更接近
是因为音乐让我知道你们的存在
等你出席的戏和节目
有我知道的语言字幕
是一种折磨也是一种快乐
我永远也不可能是那位幸运的粉丝
也不可能出席你每一次的粉丝见面会, 专辑签唱/签名会
能和你合照是个想也不敢想的不可能任务
更用不着提签名了
粉丝们写的那些故事毁了我的单纯
那些"如果"也让我的眼泪忍不住的留了下来
私生饭让我好想在你身边保护你
我知道你终有一天会发现你心中那最美丽最特别的女人
你也不可能会属于我
我答应当那天来临的时候
我绝不说有多爱你
我也知道有一天我也会被那对我来说是最特别的男人所爱着
那时我会把那爱你的心情永远隐藏在心里
我不是你在每个活动上见到的那位
我是那天天为你的健康祈祷
你的微笑足以让我的阴天变晴
你流下眼泪时我的心会碎
我对你的喜爱是一种快乐
也是....一种无法自拔的上瘾
(完)