Hi

So, my blog have been dead for quite sometimes. Anyway to all new readers let me introduce myself.

I'm catherine and i'm turning 22 this year. I live in singapore, i have 2 dogs at home and i got a boyfriend who is older than me by 5 years.

I'm a capricorn, the reason for me coming back to having a blog is that this is a rather safe place for me to rant or just share about my day and maybe reflect on my action.

So yeap. This post is just about introduction so bye.

Hey my fellow humans , how are you ?
Is everything fine? I hope it is because here i am gonna talk about my day ~

So i didn't went to school yesterday which is the first day of school AS i was sick , but really tho who cares about this right ,let's move on . Okay so i been coughing really uncontrollably many times today in class and if anyone in my class happens to read this , i apologize for that.

And recently , JYP release a teaser - coming home - G.SOUL tbvh , i have no idea who that is so i check him out , since i like many JYP artist songs or group . ( GOT7 / cough/ ) , To be honest , i was shocked at how amazing his voice is , and i went to check him out , and his covers are all really amazing , if i could ask him to be my vocal teacher , i would . Totally ,

One of his cover -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFfFH12hfy8
 Okay , i'm not any where linked with JYP i just feel like letting people out there know about him more so ~ He's really talented and amazing and i'm glad he's back in korea , with JYP.

GOT7 1 year anniversary is this Friday and they just won the best new artist award HOW CAN I NOT BE PROUD OF THEM ?!

Anyway , my life is kinda boring and i have nothing much to update except i would love to thanks everyone that i met through got7 , really can't wait to meet all of them in real life ~

all right
up till now
This is autumn
Thanks for reading ~

I'm only human

I'm only human , who dreams has been crushed ...

I first went in to this school , this course which everyone around me knew , that i'm struggling , with 0% interest or should i even say negative 100% interest in it , I hate it so much that i would rather be lying in the hospital , with people around me praying days and nights for me to wake up , or just move my fingers , then go to school . That's how much i hate it . Yeah , i know there's people out there who would think that i'm selfish for wishing something like this happens , but just imagine , being forced to study the subjects that you hate every single days , and there's no way out , how would you feel ? Let's take it as you hate science ( just an example , if you love science , replace this with your most hated subject ) , and you're forced to study science related topics every single day .

Now , i'm graduating soon , in march or april which i'm glad , Because it's basically a living hell for me , and i thought , that i could do what i love after this , now guess what ? It's crushed .. once again ..

Someone please tell me what is dreams , when people around you is slowly craving you into becoming a robot , with no feelings , no love , no hates , no angers , no dreams . Jackson from got7 instagram says " Never give up on your dreams no matter what " But how ? When people around won't listen to anything else , except money . Even if i says that the dreams i want and the course i had decided to go , do have a future , and the pays is quite nice , they still wouldn't listen and force me to study what i hate ? I'm only humans , not a robot . Stop ....

What's the point of living , when you're slowly becoming a robot ? What's the point of living , when you can't do what you love ? For even a short period ? What's the point of living , when your emotions are slowly fading?, what's the point of living , when deep down inside , you don't feel anything anymore ? What's the point of living , when your dreams and goals are always being crushed .... 

I'm not killing myself , don't worry , I would still be alive , even though this sounds like a suicide letter , I'm not angry too , i'm just disappointed how everyone around me wouldn't care whether my smile is real .... especially the ones that i care about the most .... 

I'm only human....

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But now .. it seems that , i'm slowly turning emotionless ....

Hey everyone , 2014 have officially ended few days ago , how is 2015 to you by now ? Is it nice ? Or is it bad ? And how would you describe 2014? For me , 2014 , basically can be said as the worst year i ever had.
Let me talk about how 2014 have been for me and then let's go to how i wish 2015 would be and i hope it would go by the way i wish it would .
Firstly in 2014 , i know about KPOP even more and of course jump right into it even more. The first fandom i went to and become somewhat dedicated is GOT7 and EXO . And 2014 have been a tough year for EXO and KPOP basically .. dating scandal, sasengs attack , accidents , members leaving etc ... It just isn't a good year for them .

Because of me liking kpop even more , that leads to me having many friends outside school , be it real life or on the internet . And i have created a twitter name for myself as i'm kinda tired of using Cat which everyone who knows me in real life calls me , and that is Autumn .
Anyway , I know i have kinda neglect many things as 2014 went past , and that is of course this blog . So i'm here , trying to save this . I mean , i make this with a reason and that is have a space i can share with others about my daily life as much as possible . And to be honest , i'm really glad to know those people , be it in real life or not .

And I been doing what i been wanting to do since young and that is , to learn a sport. But what kind of sport it is , i would rather keep it a secret . But hey , maybe one day , you would know what it is?
I been doing it for quite awhile now , and to be honest , i enjoy it a lot . But unfortunately i had to take a break as i was sick and the doctor kinda demand me to .

Alright 2015 , To be honest , i would love to find what do i really want to do in life and of course , go to a course for it and take it as a major . It could be related to the art ? Or media ? I have no idea right now . But i know i would sooner or later in 2015.
And i have bought a sketchbook , i would hope by the end of 2015 , it would be filled with fanarts , and if possible , 7 sketchbook full of personal drawing of a certain GOT7 members and of course 10 for exo , 2 for luhan and yi fan .. ( I miss them so much okay ) , 7 for BTS ? i would just try my best to.. SO don't expect too much , i might be able or i might just give up half way.

Anyway , to be honest , i have no idea who been reading my blog , if you're reading this and you have been reading it for a long time , i'm sorry that it is dead for so long , and thank you for being here for so long .

Up until now , this is Cat , A.k.a Autumn ,
I hope 2015 would be good for you
Thanks for reading

Life is like a game
Always fighting and watching our backs
who is real
who is fake
who is our friends
who is our enemies
And who is the spy
We shall never know
Until the game for us stop.

you know
I like being alone
But there are times i feel lonely
But i hate knowing people
because everyone gonna leave
And we would all be alone again
before the next one comes
And being alone
no one can ever hurts you
And that should be it

Victims

The victim of broken heart

The victim of being judge

We're all a victims

Of this world filled with lies 

Always watching our backs

And we could never rest.

She's the girl that's always wear a smile

She's polite, friendly and confident

Always getting the spotlight

Everyone thought she love clothes with long sleeves

As she wears it everyday

Little do they know

She wears it to hide her little secret

Her smile is fake

And everything else she does

She looks into the mirror

And notice every single flaws

She's been trying hard to leave this world

But it seems like they wouldn't take her 

So she gets up everyday

And thinking why is she awake

She secretly wish to be dead

As the light had died on her

She hates herself so much

You wouldn't even understand...

Everyday

Waking up in the morning
And hoping that I get sick
So I can just rest in bed for a day
And escape from this reality
I don't remember how I get from being impatience for leaving the house
To never wanting to leave my room
But I still get up
Walking out of the room
And thinking ...
Let's go...

To idols , from your international fan

 To ( KPOP ) Idols, From your international fan

If only we're not separated by the ocean

if only you could be right beside me listening to my heartbeat

listen to the rhythm of my heart

letting you know how much i love you 

i'm in love with a group of strangers

who is love by thousand of people

who i know almost everything about

but they would never know who am i 

I would never be there

watching their every concert

every comebacks

I don't speak your language

But the love of music make us close 

Music make me know who they are

 Waiting for your variety show to be subbed in the language that i know

is a torture yet an excitment

I would never be that lucky fan

I would never be there for your fan meet

or any of your fansign

Getting a photo from you seem like a impossible mission

let along an autograph

fan fiction dirty my mind

scenarios make me cry

sasaengs make me want to be there

protecting you from every danger

I know there's a day where you be love by that special girl

and you would never be mine

I promise when that days come

I would not say how much i love you

I know there's a day where i would be love by that special guy

I would keep my love for you a secret

forever in my heart

 I'm not the fan that you would see in every event

I'm the fan that would wish for your health

for you to be happy

 seeing you smile make my day

seeing you cry breaks my heart

My love for you is a happiness

yet... an overdose.

- END - 

( SEE WHAT I DID THERE ) 

如果我们没被海平线分割开

如果你能在我身边听我心跳

听我心里那说爱你的节奏

我爱上了一群陌生人

他们同时被上千人所爱着

他们的一切我都知道

可是他们却不知道我是谁

我没办法出席每个演唱会

或每个回归

我们的语言不通

但是对音乐的爱让我们感觉更接近

是因为音乐让我知道你们的存在

等你出席的戏和节目

有我知道的语言字幕

是一种折磨也是一种快乐

我永远也不可能是那位幸运的粉丝

也不可能出席你每一次的粉丝见面会, 专辑签唱/签名会

能和你合照是个想也不敢想的不可能任务

更用不着提签名了

粉丝们写的那些故事毁了我的单纯

那些"如果"也让我的眼泪忍不住的留了下来

私生饭让我好想在你身边保护你

我知道你终有一天会发现你心中那最美丽最特别的女人

你也不可能会属于我

我答应当那天来临的时候

我绝不说有多爱你

我也知道有一天我也会被那对我来说是最特别的男人所爱着

那时我会把那爱你的心情永远隐藏在心里

我不是你在每个活动上见到的那位

我是那天天为你的健康祈祷

你的微笑足以让我的阴天变晴

你流下眼泪时我的心会碎

我对你的喜爱是一种快乐

也是....一种无法自拔的上瘾

(完)

Mask

Everyone had a past they wouldn't wish to talk about, think about or let anyone make a joke out of.

And here come trust. Once you get someone to trust you enough, you would slowly see what kind of person he or she is under the mask. Which all of us called it, "protection".

But some people is either brainless/heartless or just some part of their brain is loose and they don't realize when someone say "okay stop it"/"enough" or when their smile turns into a frown they should shut the fuck up. This is when anything you're saying isn't funny anymore and it's getting really hurtful and offensive. Everyone had a awful past and if someone opens up to you when you ask them is when they thought you're trustable or they wish to somehow become closer to you, not to let you make a joke out of. Just because the person aren't crying doesn't means you're not hurting them. You never know how a "joke" can make someone actually kill themselves. Some joke you think is funny doesn't means it is to everyone.

And hence, it will make the person who is hurt even more impossible to open up to others and remove his/her mask. Everyone had a mask they're secretly wearing. I'm not talking about a mask we all could see with naked eyes, if you see someone going out in a mask is either they're going for a party/got dared by his/her friends to do it/ he's or she's a killer (if it's the third option please run for your life and don't stay there feeling amuse that you actually saw a killer which act like one you saw in the horror movies, but if you do that then you deserve it. Who tell you never run?) I'm talking about the mask which isn't able to see. A happy mask/angry mask/ emotionless mask etc.
I had past which I hope to erase it all, but I know it's impossible. Everyone makes mistake so don't expect someone to be perfect. It's impossible and it's too stressful. Imagine being someone who is perfect and how everyone around you says things like "I'm sure you can do it in your first try, you're the perfect one" "he/she wouldn't need any help, he/she is like the genius of all genius" "you got just 99/100?! Shouldn't you get 100 instead? What happened to you?!" "You're joking right? You don't know how to do this?" I'm sure sooner or later all these would drive you into depression and suicide.

Oh and I just want to say, to anyone I don't care who you are, it's really annoying to ship me with any guys and I know I should had a boyfriend at my age but really I don't care and I like being single. Everyone around me is literally trying to pair me up with every single guy they met or if a guy actually come talks to me I get ship with him. It's really annoying . If a girl or guy is force to get into a relationship with someone, their relationship would never have love and it would only have responsibilities and hates.  No relationship should be like that. I choose when I want to had a boyfriend and I choose the one i want to live the rest of my life with. Just because I reject a guy and I'm a fangirl doesn't naturally means I had high standards.  I mean yeah fangirls do have high standard but that doesn't means I would use it to choose who I want to date. Some part of my idols is really what I want my boyfriend to have but not all. And let me just show a part where my idols and my future  boyfriend would have in common , sporty.

No one likes being forced to do things, and everyone had a mask to protect themselves from the society. But at the same time it's ironic how we says how fucked up society is but we're the society. Judging others is the reason for how messed up this society had become. I had no idea how models became so skinny they look like they only had skin and bones , when does looks actually become more important then personalities, since when people make a joke out of someone horrible past, since when humans become judgemental and always had somethings to say no matter how nice a person is.

I'm getting tired easily recently but at the same time insomnia is killing me. And that's why here I am at 12 midnight writing this post which would most probably make someone feel offended but just a fact , I'm not pinpointing to anyone in my post, but if you insist and the shoe fits, feel free to wear it and walk around in it.

I really wish one day everyone would be able to remove their mask and not care about how people thinks about them. But wishing to become someone more prettier isn't a crime and I'm fine with it if you think becoming prettier make you more confidence in yourself. But if you're doing it to impress, who exactly are you trying to impress anyway? Your boy/girlfriend ? If they can't accept who you are then leave them. You deserve better. Your idol? Let me just say, what happen in fanfic/scenarios/smut and one shots stories stays there. It would never happens in reality. Your parents? They love you. Enough says.

Maybe in a few more years time I would get double eyelid surgery. I know how the surgery goes and I know it would be painful. but I truly thinks that I can feel more confidence in myself if I had double eyelid and I had always wanted to do the double eyelid surgery since the age of 14. Just look at how determines I am to want something for some many years and I had never changed any part of my face to do surgery on. I'm happy with how I look except for my eyes.

I got to go now, thanks for reading and take care!

so hi i'm back

안 넝 하 세요 ! Bonjour ! HI ! I'm back because well , i finally went shopping !

Oh and i'm currently self studying korean and french ! (As you can see i tried typing in korean and french way of hello and my twitter have my nickname translated in korean so yup hahaha)

So me and leyi met up at scape for dinner , and then we went to far east plaza , at first i thought it was a rather boring place to go but damn it just prove me wrong okay ! The moment we went to a shop , we saw a shop selling literally everything at $10 ! You might think that the quality is bad that's well they selling really cheap , NO ! The quality is really good ! 간 ㄱ가 !

Like this cardigan i'm wearing in the photos , it was actually from that shop and it have a freaking hoodie YOU DO NOT GET SOMETHING LIKE THIS AT JUST $10 EVERYWHERE , and the person working there is just 14 yrs old and she have really good customer service skills !

Afterward i got a clutch at just $12 ! i kinda regret buying one at the flea ( scape flea ) as it cost me around $16 and it wasn't anywhere pretty compared to the one i bought at far east plaza .

It was literally just like bugis street , i wonder why did i even find it a boring place omg

And oh theres a store that sell kpop items ! Like running man , bigbang ( they even have some bigbang posters near the door okay ) etc !

Alright i have to go now , thanks for reading :) ! Bye see you soon ! 안 넝 히 게 세 요 , 다 음 에 봐 요 ! Au revoir , Á bientôt ! :)

TLP SINGAPORE !

So i went to exo TLP concert yesterday and i'm in post concert depression now T_T

Went there at 12 pm and guess what , i got lost . Clap for me please thank you , so i went around buying stuffs , i bought a tao fan , and the photobook ! And i managed to make a few friends while waiting in line !

Alright let's fast forward to the concert shall we , didn't manage to took any photo of them i'm sorry !

Their first song was MAMA , and tao noticed the fan i was holding and he looked at me from the start of MAMA till the end of MAMA , that eye contact is just HOLY STOP KILLING ME WILL YA , there's one part where he smirk at me so i got shy and start to hide myself behind the fan i'm holding and tao chuckle a little 

During the part where they said "we are one ! Hi we are exo"

tao ( in english ):
SAY E X O !!
fans : E X O !!
TAO :Say T A O !!
fans : T A O !!
Tao : MAKE SOME NOISEEEEEE
Fans and exo : TAO TAO TAO TAO TAO TAO TAO TAO
Tao : *smile shyly*
Tao said that tlp is a stage that is really special for them because it's a stage that is meant and make for EXO and baekhyun kept disturbing him when he was talking HAHAHA

Baekhyun ( said in korean )
Translator translate what he said in english
Baekhyun : ok thank you
Baekhyun said something again and translator translate what he said again and baekhyun kinda got annoyed or something and said OKAY THANK YOU !

(My dear baekhyun she's just doing her job X'D)

Sehun , kai and i forgotten who said that it's really hot today so i'm gonna give out everything today and we all started screaming !

Suho said that singapore have a really beautiful night view and apparently his english have limits

When tao signal the car to come out during machine , Kyunsoo popped out and give a innocent face before going back in , why must you be so cute omg HAHAHA ! 

And for the lucky fan segment apparently they choose the fan who is closest to the stairs !

Basically , thank you suho , sehun , xiumin , chanyeol and tao for noticing me and my area , i didn't expect to get noticed , especially by tao , my bias .

suho waved to me , xiumin and chanyeol smiled and had a few eye contact with me and sehun when he walk past my area , we kinda looked at each other too ! 

During black pearl , they were giving out roses and luhan thrown at my area and ended up my head got hit by the rose , he saw that and look at me innocently , please laugh at me people who is reading this Haha

Yixing was the sweetest guy i have ever met , he asked the staff to turn off the light so they could view the sliver ocean , noticed the things we did for exo and said that we are all beautiful . I bet he have no idea how this few words would save many girls self esteem and even life .

At the ending part , kai and baekhyun did the ice bucket challenge !!
Chanyeol passed 3 towel to baekhyun okay chanbaek moment my feel ;_;

Alright thats all i could remembered and i would this with some photo from yesterday !

 TLP , is the first concert i ever went to and it's really amazing , i'm glad to be part of the sliver ocean ! Really hope that they would come again ! 

Hey !

So hi , i know , i been neglecting here recently , but you know i had a really boring life !

So anyway , i got myself a new phone and it's the latest samsung galaxy S5 ! I got it in gold ! And nope i did not get it because exo advertise for it ! I got it even before the advertisment came out okay !

And i got a new cover for it HEHE

 and i met up with leyi , nicholas , ashley , joey and nicole at scape after meeting kimmie for a short while ! I'm sorry peggy and edwina i ended up being too lazy to head over hahaa

As you can see my eyeliner game is really strong HAHAHA

And i can't wait for next sat !

I just hope i won't look like crap on that day !

Or maybe i already look like crap everyday

Fuck low self esteem UGH

Alright thats all ! See ya next time :)

It's been a while since I last blog , and here I'm back :) 

Oh and I had decided to get myself cage bra ~ 

My back is an area in my body where I have some confidence in , follow by my ankle ! ( this photo might get me haters LOL ) 

Went to meet blogshop today , and went town with LeYi , I'm really not in the mood to do anything , and I swear if it's not for meeting blogshop , I don't think I will even get out of house ! I don't know but this few weeks I just feel like being lazy and stay at home 24/7 if I could ! We went to scape to take a look at the flea area, and then we head to 313 ! 

School is starting real soon , I just hope everything would go well :/ 

Alright , it's rather a short post ! See ya next time on my next post ! :) 

Hey :) so I had decided to make a YouTube channel ~~ 

My YouTube channel is YouTube.com/nonsensegirl23 ! I will be doing vlogs and many other stuffs ! So do subscribe ^^ 

Okay this post is short Ahahaa 

Do not leave me alone to shop

So I went out to town yesterday with bare face ( without make up or contact lens ) , and since I reach there earlier , I decided to walk around underground scape , bad idea . 

And as you all know , I'm a so call shopaholic , and I love to find cheap stuffs , if there's discount at your shop and I happen to walk past , do not worry because I will definitely walk inside , but whether I will buy something , it depends . 

Well , I got like a few stuffs so I thought why not I do a haul post ? But there won't be a photo of me wearing it at the moment , but when I do , I will upload it on my Instagram ! 

Okay so let's get started ! :D 

First up , we have the tattoo stockings / leggings ! 

Omg , you have no idea how long have I been finding them for ! And now I finally found it , of course I will buy it la ! I got this 2 for $22 ! 

And then I got this shirt from a shop that is having a 10% promotion 

I don't have a shirt like this and I like it so yeah I just got it ! I got this for like $19+ after discount ! 

And I thought that I need something to go with this top and I walked past this shop , they just opened the shop for like 2 months btw 

And I got it for like $15 ! Not bad right ! 

Finally after like few minutes , LeYi came and we went to eat Aston , walk around editor market and some other shops in cine , then we met up with Vanasha for a while before heading to H&M ! 

Oh ! I saw a leather long jeans in H&M which is like only $20 ! But I didn't get it cause it's jeans , my leg will sweat like siao la if I wear that , if it's shorts jeans I wouldn't mind . 

And yeah , that sums up my day ! Thanks for reading and don't forget to follow me on my social media by clicking on the icons beside ! :) 

Hey people ^^ 

So I went out to find Annabella few days ago , and my mum got injured :( , she and other passengers in the bus had already pressed the stop button and was already standing at the door , but the driver didn't stop at the bus stop but ended up driving over it and out of a sudden he step on the brake , which leads to my mum falling down , she bleed a lot , from what I heard from my mum , the tissue paper given to her by a girl was all wet by the blood , and she have a obvious injury at her left eyebrows there , but the uncle did apologize and it's better then he never right ! Oh and I'm updating using my phone as there's a small problem with my keyboard ! 

Okay , so I met up with Annabella to watch TLM 2 ! ( the lion men 2 ) , the only advertisement I got interest is NOC WATA part okay cause Jianhao HAHAHA 

The movie is really nice ! Regretted not watching the first part tho 

After the movie , we went to eat our dinner ! 

XIAO LONG BAO !! <3 

And of course , selfie ! 

And of course some Polaroid :D 

Isn't that baby so cute ~ 

And I look weird in the Polaroid I know 

Oh how do I look with red lips ? :D 

Alright thanks for reading ! 

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Alright thanks for reading :) 

Hey :D 

So if you guys followed me on Instagram ( if you haven't go follow okay ! ) you would have know that I went to GGC concert or something like that ? Yesterday ! 

So I went to scape to wait for lining and LeYi , usual hang out place ~ as I was there quite early I decided to went up to CHAT ! 

Here's some selfie ! Decided to try thin eyeliner :3 

We have our dinner at Aston before we went down to esplanade ~~ 

And before GGC was out , there was another band who is called gareth Fernandez , and they were really really good , oh and the members playing the bass was really handsome OMG ! It's the first time me and LeYi actually find the same guy handsome so I just sing "For the first time in forever" ~ okay I pity those sitting beside me one have to hear my horrible singing , and they are really really nice ! I took out my phone to took photo of them and the lead singer saw my phone ( I guess ) from quite a distance and looked at my direction ! 

They having their debut EP out go check them out okay they damn nice and the lead singer can hit damn high notes I swear 

Oh oh and finally , it's GGC ! 

They performed some of their new songs and old songs , and it was really an awesome experience :) 

And after that , me and lining decided that we need to grab a drinks , so we search for the whole mall okay literally ! Because it was like going to 12 am so it's like every shop there is close , but finally !!!! We found this place that I forgot what is it called HAHAHA but I order peach ice blended ! 

Alright ! Remember to follow me on my social media , thanks for reading and see you in my next post :) 

( I have no idea why do I smile like that OMG )

parents

Sometimes , there are things we just can't communicate with the older generation . Especially to parents . It's like they're from earth , and we're from mars .
no matter how close the age gap is towards your parents and you , there is still gonna be a communication difficulty in some topics .

Teenagers nowadays , are almost all either depressed , self harming , starving themselves , hate themselves , have low self esteem ( i have the same problems ) , wishing that they're never born , and there really isn't any positive thoughts for them , and sadly , this type of teenagers are growing , in a speed of light .

So i have low self esteem , and it's really serious . If i could , i would ripe my face off literally , i would go to plastic surgery if my parents allow and i have the money . Don't tell me what "you shouldn't because your parents give you this face" , "you're already pretty enough" , "Do not care about what others say about you" , Once again , let me just say , i do not care what other says about me , my low self esteem is created by my own mindset . looking at people around , friends , strangers , they're all really pretty , have nice hair , and body figure , and when i look in the mirror , all i see is a face full of flaws . I have never once really look in the mirror and think that i'm beautiful . Never .

And when i told my mum about it , she said that i'm not mature enough , well maybe i'm really not mature enough , i'm still growing up , you can't really expect a girl who is turning 19 to be as mature as a 39 years old right ? I know , how mature you are isn't related to how old you really are , but you can't really expect every 19 years old girl to be really matured . But honestly , the problem isn't about maturity , it's about what's happening inside , in my mind . It's like having a demons inside you , pushing all your confident down and drowning it , and when you push the demon down , it didn't drown , it ended up swimming instead . It's like a living hell , only that you're the prisoner and the police who is in charge of the prison .

There are things where it's the problem about what's happening inside your mind , and not about how mature someone is . But for parents , it's like as long as you grow up , it would all be gone . And we all know , it don't go this easily . It wouldn't let us go so easily.

Generation gap will always be there , different generation have different thinking , and how the society actually picture someone as " beautiful" .

This post is about parents , and the front part is kind of about ranting , but there are things good about them too ,

They take care of our school fees ,
Make sure we have a place to live in ,
Think of our safety when we're outside ,
They may be naggy at times , but they mean well .

They may be really unreasonable , but all they are hoping is their children to be able to be safe ,

Singapore is getting more and more dangerous , slashing , people getting missing mysteriously , a doll that is really creepy , people committing suicide ,  corpse being found ?! Now just WTF is going on . Where has the peaceful Singapore go ?

And some committed suicide due to the stress from education , education are important , but why must we stress students out into the point where they think that if they fail , dying is the only way ?

Parents , adult , they all might have stuffs we can't communicate with them , and every time we do , there bounds to be a big fight . especially when it come to education . And for some , opening to them about that they're Gays / lesbians / bisexual / transgender are the main problems . And about that , I just hope that the people around them would accept them for who they are , there's nothing wrong with it actually , i actually do hope that Singapore or rather the whole world would make same sex marriage legal .

but yeah , love your parents , because without them , you wouldn't be here

thanks for reading :)