First start off as strangers
Then to friends
And then best friends
To one having crush on another
And at this stage of time , there's 3 result
1) you get the boy / girl you have a crush on
2) they friendzone you
3) they had a crush on someone else and get together with them
Love is really complicated , you can't really study or understand it
It's a form of emotion , there's time where I can just go "fuck love"
And then suddenly someone would come in my life
Make me fall in love again
Only to know the feeling of heartbreak
The best result , would be the first one
The worst ? The third one .
People always complain to me being friendzone by their crush
But just think , it's really nothing .
I mean , at least you and him / her could still remain friends , you could still hang out together , text and everything .
You wanna know what's hurt the most ?
Losing someone you love in your life .
The worst that could happens is looking at the person you had a crush on , walking away , turning their back on you , they stop asking , they stop caring , they stop everything they used to do to / with you .
When that happens ,
Your mind will go : "I warned you"
Your mouth will say : "just leave , I don't care anyway"
But deep inside , you're hurting .
Your heart is broken
Memories with them would kept coming back
All the times you had together , all the laughter , the tears , the awkwardness , and maybe a little flirting are gone .
All you could do is stare at the celling at night
Tears falling while the flashback starts
But in the morning , you smile , acting as if you really don't care about them leaving your life with no reason at all
You stop going to places you used to go
Because that's the place where you and him / her hang out
That's the place you would always see them
And thus , avoiding starts
So that's why , if I can't get the first result
I will rather that I got friendzone
It's easier that way
Really .
